Second Thoughts

by Teel McClanahan III
(44pp, 5.5″x4.25″ $2+S/H)

This is a story about getting so caught up in love with someone that you stop living your own life, stop moving forward.

This is a story about finding yourself so stuck in seeking the same somebody that you become unstuck from the world.

This is a story about love, and about waiting.

Pay Attention -A Zombie Story-

by Teel McClanahan III
(32pp, 5.5″x4.25″ $2+S/H)

This story contains sex, violence, bondage, pain, fear, humiliation, and death. Death by zombie.

More Lost Memories is a collection of short stories available as a paperback and as an eBook, each connected to Forget What You Can’t Remember by a minor character, a passing situation, or an unanswered question therein. While giving more depth and more details to the people and events of that novel, nine more narratives are revealed. Sex, pain, violence, and zombies, tech support for a flying city, religious prophecies fulfilled, true love and lasting marriage, re-engineered doomsday devices, gourmet cannibalism…
…and a whole lot more.

This is one story from that collection, Pay Attention -A Zombie Story-, which looks at the situation at a zombie readiness training camp during its final weeks of training before a full-scale zombie outbreak. It follows the two men who are tasked with keeping the camp running while the man in charge -The Sergeant- is distracted, and how this lapse of management goes horribly awry. It also gives a glimpse of what happened with Mary, a woman totally unprepared for what she’s gotten herself into, and who goes on not only to survive the zombie outbreak, but to become one of the central characters of Forget What You Can’t Remember. Also available as a $1.99 eBook for Amazon’s kindle, Barnes & Noble’s nook, or via Smashwords for your choice of device & format.

Poetry by Yoshira Marbel

(66 pages, ©2011 Yoshira Marbel
ISBN: 978-1-934516-22-5)

Only 51 copies of the paperback were printed, and only 33 remain. Order now!

Unspecified is available now as an eBook, and in paperback, and is coming soon in audio form.

From the back cover:

Young South African poet Yoshira Marbel experiences such a complex and profound state of emotional turmoil in her everyday life that it leaves even the most experienced doctors at a loss for words; their official diagnosis for her was ‘Unspecified’. Yoshira has invested years of her life in the painful struggle to do what her doctors could not; both in finding a path through the troubles of her life and in expressing her depression, heartbreak, emptiness, anger, and suffering through poetry. ‘Unspecified’ is her first published collection, exploring themes which are familiar to most of us, to one degree or another, but amplified through the lens of Yoshira’s honesty, intensity, and natural lyricism.

by Yoshira Marbel

eBook ISBN: 978-1-934516-23-2

Unspecified is available now as an eBook and in paperback and is coming soon in audio format.

The eBook edition of Unspecified is available under for those who can’t afford to pay, or who have never tried one of Modern Evil Press’s books before. If you can afford to pay $2.99, you have your choice of eBookstores and eReaders, including (but not limited to) the following:

• Amazon => kindle
• Apple => iPad/iPhone/iPod-Touch
• Barnes & Noble => nook
• Goodreads
• Smashwords

The eBook edition is currently available in the following formats (updated October 2011):

• PDF, 5×8″ (same as paperback)
• PDF, 8.5×11″
• .epub
• .txt
• .rtf
• .mobi, for kindle
• .lrf, for Sony Reader (only via Smashwords)
• .pdb, for Palm devices (only via Smashwords)

Poetry by Yoshira Marbel

(66 pages, ©2011 Yoshira Marbel
ISBN: 978-1-934516-22-5)

Only 51 copies of the paperback were printed, and only 33 remain. Order now!

Unspecified is available now as an eBook, and in paperback, and is coming soon in audio form.

From the back cover:

Young South African poet Yoshira Marbel experiences such a complex and profound state of emotional turmoil in her everyday life that it leaves even the most experienced doctors at a loss for words; their official diagnosis for her was ‘Unspecified’. Yoshira has invested years of her life in the painful struggle to do what her doctors could not; both in finding a path through the troubles of her life and in expressing her depression, heartbreak, emptiness, anger, and suffering through poetry. ‘Unspecified’ is her first published collection, exploring themes which are familiar to most of us, to one degree or another, but amplified through the lens of Yoshira’s honesty, intensity, and natural lyricism.

Notes from the Author, Yoshira Marbel:

I started this collection during a very difficult time in my life. The guy I loved dearly had lied to me, I was experiencing extremely terrible side effects from all the medication I was taking including seizures and restless leg syndrome, my very conservative family had their own opinions on my condition which they voiced regularly, and death seemed the only escape. Poetry became a constructive way for me to express my emotions honestly and to cope with all these feelings of emptiness and loneliness I had built up inside me over all these years.

As an Indian in South Africa, I come from a very religious, traditional family. And my relationship with my family is an important aspect of my life. With depression my outlook on life, my patterns of thinking all began to change and this was not acceptable. So the struggles to be true to myself and satisfy them have been long and seemingly never ending.

I hope after reading my poetry you will feel a sense of comfort in knowing that you are not alone in your sadness or, alternatively, think I am just a selfish, crazy mental patient who needs intense psychiatric help. Either way, read it and enjoy.

-Yoshira Marbel

by Teel McClanahan III

eBook ISBN: 978-1-934516-49-2

The First Untrue Trilogy is available now as an eBook, and in paperback, and consists of Book One, Book Two, and Book Three of the Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past series.

The eBook edition of The First Untrue Trilogy is available under for those who can’t afford to pay, or who have never tried one of my books before. If you can afford to pay $4.99, you have your choice of eBookstores and eReaders, including (but not limited to) the following:

• Amazon => kindle
• Apple => iPad/iPhone/iPod-Touch
• Barnes & Noble => nook
• Sony => Sony Readers
• Diesel
• Goodreads
• Smashwords

The eBook edition is currently available in the following formats (updated March 2011):

• PDF, 5×8″ (same as paperback)
• PDF, 8.5×11″
• .epub
• .txt
• .rtf
• .mobi, for kindle
• .lrf, for Sony Reader (only via Smashwords)
• .pdb, for Palm devices (only via Smashwords)

by Teel McClanahan III

eBook ISBN: 978-1-934516-50-8

The Second Untrue Trilogy is available now as an eBook, and in paperback, and consists of Book Four, Book Five, and Book Six of the Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past series.

The eBook edition of The Second Untrue Trilogy is available under for those who can’t afford to pay, or who have never tried one of my books before. If you can afford to pay $8.99, you have your choice of eBookstores and eReaders, including (but not limited to) the following:

• Amazon => kindle
• Apple => iPad/iPhone/iPod-Touch
• Barnes & Noble => nook
• Sony => Sony Readers
• Diesel
• Goodreads
• Smashwords

The eBook edition is currently available in the following formats (updated March 2011):

• PDF, 5×8″ (same as paperback)
• PDF, 8.5×11″
• .epub
• .txt
• .rtf
• .mobi, for kindle
• .lrf, for Sony Reader (only via Smashwords)
• .pdb, for Palm devices (only via Smashwords)

Time, emiT, and Time Again
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More Lost Memories
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Lost and Not Found – Director’s Cut
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Cheating, Death
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Forget What You Can’t Remember
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Dragons’ Truth
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Lost and Not Found
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Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book One: An Introduction to Dodgeball -or- Conception and Induction -or- How to Begin an Apocalypse
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Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book Two: The Twofold Invasion -or- Penetration and Destruction -or- How to Make Love With Twins
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Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book Three: Escape from Exile -or- Confusion and Contraction -or- How to Get Out of Hell
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Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book Four: Explorations of Ridiculous Realities -or- Corporation and Collusion -or- How to Subvert Corporatocracy
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Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book Five: The Bloodless Battles -or- Conscription and Revelation -or- How To Break Into Prison
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Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book Six: Waking To The Truth -or- Explanation and Supplication -or- How To Resolve An Apocalypse
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Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book Six: Waking To The Truth -or- Explanation and Supplication -or- How To Resolve An Apocalypse will run every Friday on the Modern Evil Podcast from March 25th, 2011 through May 27th, 2011. A list of links to all available episodes appears below. WARNING: The episode descriptions below may contain SPOILERS.

The Second Untrue Trilogy is available now as an eBook, and in paperback, and consists of Book Four, Book Five, and Book Six.

• Episode 1 – In which Jesus describes the events which led to the development of the simulation they’re all taking part in.
• Episode 2 – In which Trevor and Toni describe the initial appearance of The Radiant Empire on Ersetu and the changes to everyone’s lives they began systematically to make.
• Episode 3 – In which Toni and Trevor describe how they met and fell in love, then how things went bad for humanity at the hands of the Radiant and how their wedding took them by surprise.
• Episode 4 – In which Toni describes her parents’ death, then Trevor and Toni continue with the story of how they survived the Radiant and ended up at the location of the underground facility.
• Episode 5 – In which Toni describes how she stumbled upon the facility’s secret location, as the Devil’s frustration continues to grow, and Majel describes how Trevor and Toni’s changes to her systems turned into a galaxy-spanning nano-network.
• Episode 6 – In which Trevor and Toni are finally reunited with Nirgal and Neyal’h, explain what’s really going on, and everyone wakes up from stasis.
• Episode 7 – In which the remnant of humanity follows Trevor across Ersetu’s skies, taking in the extent to which the Radiant have rewritten their world, then face off against the Radiant at the foot of the Seal.
• Episode 8 – In which a representative of the Radiant explains the events that led to the near-annihilation of humanity, then Trevor and Toni have to decide how they’ll respond in light of the new information.
• Episode 9 – In which Majel decides to become a living human, and shows Trevor and the others how they can use the same technology to bring anyone they like from the simulation to real life.
• Episode 10 – In which the various futures of Trevor and Toni, Nirgal and Neyal’h, Jessie and Stan, Majel and the AIs, Christianity and The Radiant Empire, are briefly described, along with one explanation for the books you’ve just finished.

by Teel McClanahan III

(358 pages, (c)2010-2011,
ISBN:978-1-934516-42-3)

Only 50 copies of the paperback were ever printed, and only 39 remain. Order now!

The book’s full title is “The Second Untrue Trilogy: Untrue Tales from Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book Four: Explorations of Ridiculous Realities or Corporation and Collusion or How To Subvert Corporatocracy, Book Five: The Bloodless Battles or Conscription and Revelation or How To Break Into Prison, and Book Six: Waking To The Truth or Explanation and Supplication or How To Resolve An Apocalypse”

The Second Untrue Trilogy is available now as an eBook, and in paperback, and consists of Book Four, Book Five, and Book Six of the Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past series.

The following is from the back cover:

The second half of the Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past series is a journey of discovery that leads from forgotten memories, through bureaucracy beyond imagining, into a world of unknown enemies, and possibly to the point of discovering the life you know is not what you thought.

Brace yourself for a story where it’s coming out of rabbit holes that takes you places you’ve never expected, where enemies can quickly become trusted friends and allies, and where one man’s unconditional love for his wife may be able to save humanity and destroy the universe at the same time.

The Second Untrue Trilogy follows Trevor as he gets to know the story behind his exile on Earth, regains his memories while losing something much more precious, then finds a few friends to face off with him against a universe-spanning corporation – only to have to convince them to confront an even worse enemy instead.

This is a trilogy which features a narrative that moves forward by going backward, characters who don’t become themselves until they look like someone else, challenges to the nature of the real and the virtual, of gender and identity, and where there are mysteries that won’t be finished unravelling until the very last page.

by Teel McClanahan III

(358 pages, (c)2004-2011,
ISBN:978-1-934516-41-6)

Only 50 copies of the 2nd edition paperback were ever printed, and only 36 remain. Order now!

The book’s full title is “The First Untrue Trilogy: Untrue Tales from Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past, Book One: An Introduction To Dodgeball or Conception and Induction or How To Begin An Apocalypse, Book Two: The Twofold Invasion or Penetration and Destruction or How to Make Love With Twins, and Book Three: Escape From Exile or Confusion and Contraction or How To Get Out Of Hell”

The First Untrue Trilogy is available now as an eBook, and in paperback, and consists of Book One, Book Two, and Book Three of the Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past series.

The following is from the back cover:

A teenage boy’s daydreams and fantasies are the key that unlocks a world of magic, psychic communication, and threats he’d never imagined. Discovering he’s accidentally impregnated a classmate he’s never touched sets a chain of events in motion leading from kidnapping to attempted rescue, then literally into Hell.

Whether being attacked by the teachers he’s supposed to be able to trust, seduced by beautifully identical sisters with sinister intent, psychicly crippled by sympathetic birth pains, or forced to play a rigged game against the Devil in order to win his friends’ freedom, Trevor’s every move is dictated by the compulsion to find love.

Sexual love, brotherly love, parental love, naive love, polyamourous love, self-love, love of learning, love of freedom, and unconditional true love that breaks all boundaries and opens new doors are all part of Trevor’s journey in The First Untrue Trilogy, and he is not the only one whose love plays a part in its unfolding events.

The first half of the Untrue Tales From Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past series is a gradual unfolding of hidden truths, a walk from ignorance to intimacy, with secret societies, afterlife realities, and gender identities. It will set you on a collision course with the second half, in which reality unfolds twice as fast.

I have a 5 remaining copies of the First Edition of this trilogy available for purchase, though it is now out of print.
 
All copies of this edition will be signed/personalized before being sent out.
 
Each copy is $24.99 plus shipping & handling.
 

Untrue Tales from Beyond Fiction – Recollections of an Alternate Past: Book One, Book Two, and Book Three, Signed First Edition Paperback

$24.99$6$3.00